a golden brown halo...

Hi! I’m Agnes (toothp4ste on ao3)! This is my first Yuletide and I’m really excited. Please bear with me, I hope this letter is OK! Some of it is copy pasted from other letters, much is new.

If you’re pinch hitting, the easiest is probably TS3, as they’re blank slates beyond character bios (but please do read my character thoughts!). I love all of these fandoms and will be equally happy to receive any of them!! I have treats enabled and would love some and plan to make many!

The things beneath the canons are just for inspiration. Please write whatever you feel called to write!

My requests:

Star Trek Starfleet Academy TV
Fruit Fly - Josh Silver
Doom Patrol TV
The Orville
Harry Wild
Stumble
The Sims 3
The Orange Eats Creeps - Grace Krilanovich

DNW:
-Ace/aro headcanons
-Elder abuse
-Animal death
-Permanent limb removal
-Weight, feeding or food related kinks
-Kinks involving bodily excretions such as piss scat emeto or gas
-Fat shaming, body shaming, or weight shaming (including mentions of needing to lose weight, body image issues, etc - pls just avoid)

SFA DNW: Nahla/Kelrec, present Nahla/Obel, Caleb bashing, Caleb being in an exclusively giving role, Nahla and Caleb as maternal or mom & son (mommy kink okay, just no “they’re like family” pls)

DPTV DNW: Negative Spirit bashing, Larry/Rama

For requests with two characters (Harry Wild, Starfleet Academy, Stumble, Fruit Fly), you can and are encouraged to go shippy! But also just hangin’ is equally fine with me.

Commonly DNW'd things I like:
Second Person POV
Incest

Likes

Smut: Strapons || Erotic Vivisection || Surgical/medical play || Oral sex || Vaginal Fingering || Intimacy/tenderness || Desperate sex/I missed you sex || First Times/Virginity Emphasis || Age Gap Emphasis / Kink || Voice Kink || Hands || Weapon Play || Femdom || Pegging || Orgasm Denial || Body worship || Neck Kissing || Consentacles || Hate Sex || Branding || Biting/scratching/marking || Hair Pulling || Odontophilia || Blood Kink/Drinking || Bondage || Wax Play || Predator/prey || Pregnancy and breeding ;3

General: Anything weird, abstract, surreal, psychedelic, etc. || Slice of life || Angst & Hurt Comfort || Character Study || Alien x human || Robot x human || Nonhuman x nonhuman || Fae x human || Immortal x mortal || Toxic Relationships || Introspection - I really like this || Missing scenes || Worldbuilding Canon Divergence AUs/"what if this happened (/instead)" || Body swap/bodymind sharing || Kidfic and fankids || Therapy || Character(s) as artists/writers if they aren't in canon (drawing/writing about the other, maybe?) ||Trapped Together And Forced To Talk Out Their Feelings || Metaphors and poetry and symbolism || Self-discovery || Pre canon backstory || Different forms of intimacy || Unconventional works (e.g. epistolary, personal/ship log, interactive, in-canon documents, etc) || Spookiness & horror, especially cosmic and psychological horror themes || "They both think it's unrequited" || Pining || Wearing The Other's Clothes || Transgender intepretations, especially where both characters are trans (T4T) || Neurodivergent, mental illness, & disability interpretations/themes/exploration || Healing/tending to wounds || Alien Cultural Differences

Some things I’m especially into lately: pregnancy, kidfic, sexual dynamics where one character exclusively gives and doesn’t wish to receive (with exceptions noted in DNW), age gap m/f and f/f, themes of abuse and trauma.

STARFLEET ACADEMY: Nahla Ake Caleb Mir

I love SFA! I love Caleb and Nahla!! Nahla was obsessed with Caleb for fifteen YEARS. She leaves behind the life she built up for those entire fifteen years behind entirely and immediately at the very first utterance of Caleb's name. She manipulates him, grooms him into Starfleet. And yet she still deeply cares for and loves him in a genuine sense--but because she's 422, traumatized by loss, and most importantly flirty hedonistic boundary-less insane trickster Nahla Ake, she doesn't know how to be Normal about him. She's trying to make herself the central figure in his life--it's the end of the semester and she hasn't even tried to find Anisha yet. And Caleb basically tells the entire universe via livestreamed TV he cares for her deeply in the finale.

I adore their dynamic–the romantic, the platonic, the sexual, the dark, the beautiful. I would prefer not to have a story where Nahla and Caleb are 100% fluffy and there’s no tension, because the tension and toxicity is key to their relationship in my experience. Even when they’re sweet, there’s the underlying context that Caleb is only there because Nahla is forcing him to be. I love interpretations that take into account how much Caleb cares for Nahla and how much Nahla is hurting him at the same time. You don’t have to go dark if you don’t want to! I’m just not really vibing with, like, tooth rotting fluff here.


Prompts (just for inspiration!):

Nahla and Caleb go on a shuttle trip together mid-season trying to find Anisha
AU where Caleb doesn’t get away and Nahla takes him to the school and teaches him on Bajor as he grows up and grooms him sexually and is a creep lol

Caleb is transfem is a big headcanon of mine and I’d love any exploration of that here. I think Nahla would really enjoy making a “new Caleb” or uncoverign the Caleb that needed to come out.

Nahla stays behind with Caleb during all world’s day

Nahla and Caleb talking over PADD correspondences during Caleb and Anisha’s summer trip

Anything about them having kids together or a pregnancy (I have a whole fic series for this)

HARRY WILD: Fergus Reid, Harry Wild

Fergus and Harry are INSANE. You're my grandson, you're my nephew, you're my business partner, you're my best friend, you're my life partner, you're the love of my life… I truly cannot describe how crazy they make me feel lol. IIf you wanna go shippy, idc if it's set when Fergus is an adult or minor I have no preference. If you do choose when Fergus is a minor, you dont have to ignore the inappropriateness of their relationship, I love a good guilt "it's so wrong but it feels so right" "we shouldn't but--" plotline. For non-shippy stuff, I love their friendship, their banter, and how they’re really deeply connected regardless of the nature of that connection. I love Fergus saving Harry. I love Harry worrying about Fergus! I love Harry watching Fergus and Liberty and seeing how kind he is with her. I just love them

Prompts for inspiration:

-Some sort of casefic where Harry and Fergus have to go undercover as a couple. You know, classic stuff.
-Lola can't get pregnant so Harry carries the baby via IVF but they break up during the pregnancy so Oops it's Harryfergus baby now. Okay yes I know this isn't realistic but I don't careeeee
-Fergus waiting for his 18th to tell Harry how he feels about her…
-Harry's extreme guilt over it meanwhile Fergus is just utterly enamored
-Harry and Fergus smoking weed together

-Harry and Fergus talking about literature together–maybe they write fanfiction xD

-In universe RPF discovery!!!

THE ORVILLE: Kelly Grayson, Topa

I love love love them. I’d love to see Kelly mentoring Topa, being there for her as she grows and discovers herself and comes into her own. I’d love Kelly discussing her own relationship with gender, either as a transgender interpretation or with Kelly helping Topa pick out a wardrobe or anything like that. I’d love to see them hang out in the simulator together too. Maybe Kelly trains her to fight, maybe Kelly helps her find a hobby or interest she might find fun? I also ship them. I like Topa having a crush on Kelly, and I think… Kelly in the comics was hesitant to get involved with Cassius because he's part of the crew, but Topa isn't, and Topa is safe. How does she feel about wanting to get closer to Topa, to help Topa, protect her, be with Topa... until she realizes there's way, way more there than there should be?

Maybe Topa goes to Union Point, and Kelly goes with her to keep her safe. Shore leave together! For shippy stuff, I love the idea of trans Kelly impregnating (an older) Topa accidentally, and how they would figure that out. Do they send Topa to Earth for a bit and say it happened while she was there? Do they blame it on her Moclan captors and say they forced a human to assault her?

I would also prefer to have this set after or just before Topa transitions, as that is when their relationship truly blooms.

DOOM PATROL TV: Larry Trainor, Larry Trainor’s Negative Spirit

Negative Spirit/Larry: They’re my number one OTP ever. I love TNS and how sensitive and powerful they are, how much they care while simultaneously remaining detached and oh so lonely, and I love how they spend 60 years waiting for Larry to notice and accept them. I love the toxic love of their relationship and how they're the only people who will ever truly understand each other. I’d really like to see an AU where they do go to the Negative Nebula in s3 together and TNS doesn't end up leaving. I’d also like to see an AU where Larry is brought to the negative nebula instead of becoming a sun at the last second in the finale, and lives his life there with Keeg and TNS like he was originally supposed to. I’d love an exploration of them growing closer during their 60 years of turmoil, how TNS feels about him and how toxic their relationship is while being oddly loving and deeply intimate. Or maybe their time together at the ANT farm. I’d also be interested in introspection about their meeting in 1996. I mean, Larry only hated TNS at that point, he hit them, and yet the only thing they did in response was make sure he didn’t hurt himself. I love them.

(NOTE: I use they/them for TNS here out of habit but you can use whatever, obvi!)

STUMBLE: Madonna, Dimarcus

I love Madonna and DiMarcus! I would love some smut for them, or just DiMarcus being a good boyfriend to Madonna. Would also love to learn more about their personalities and hobbies–I feel like most of the characterization went to Courteney and she’s great but these two have stolen my heart. I love Dimarcus being enamored with his girlfriend. I would love to see them practicing moves together; maybe it leads to more 👀? He’s obsessed with her. Make him doodle D+M in his notebook haha. I sorta headcanon Dimarcus as secretly being a total anime and scifi geek and I’d love it if that was incorporated, maybe with them finding out they both have a shared media interest! Slow dancing would be super cute, maybe at a party or fundraising event for the cheer squad?

The Sims 3: Chelsea Gateway, Gladys

Chelsea's bio is: "Chelsea Gateway was always the smartest kid in class, and now she's among the most technologically adept Sims in Oasis Landing. She loves Gladys to pieces, sometimes quite literally!"
Gladys's bio is: "Though Gladys was designed as a basic caretaker, Chelsea has made some major upgrades. Maybe a few too many; Gladys has some simmering resentments after years of servitude."
The family bio is “Since Chelsea was an infant, she's tormented her Plumbot, Gladys, with ingenious pranks. Gladys is fed up with this arrangement. “
The thing about TS3: Into the Future (the pack these gals are from!) is that the lore with the plumbots is really inconsistent; how can Gladys have resentment with Chelsea if she doesn’t have sentience or the emotion trait chip? I think that through Chelsea’s treatment of Gladys she has sort of evolved sentience and emotion on her own, the bio confirms it imo. I love these two so much. Chelsea grew up with Gladys.. She seems really demented and I see her yanderey. I’d love some fic that explores why exactly Chelsea was so demented from such a young age. I’d love to see what her “loving Gladys to pieces” actually looks like–is she dismantling Gladys, is she using Gladys as a sex toy, is she experimenting on Gladys? However you interpret it, I wanna see it!

I’d love to see some darkfic here, but you can also go with a story where their relationship is trying to get better too. For darkfic, I’m into some toxic yuri wireplay, dubcon/noncon Chelsea -> Gladys, bondage with your own wiring, body programmed to move to pleasure while the mind sits idly unable to do anything about it, explorations of Plumbot anatomy and how they’re developed and what their physical limits and capabilities are (if you wanted to incorporate Plumbot worldbuilding or Sims 3 ITF worldbuilding, that’d be awesome too). And for lighter stuff, insight into their relationship and how it began and how it evolved to where Chelsea is now. Maybe Chelsea is working on another Plumbot and Gladys finds herself inexplicably jealous. Maybe Gladys paints Chelsea frequently (as she has mastered painting + has the artist trait). Maybe Gladys teaches Chelsea how to fish. Up to you:D

Fruit Fly - Josh Silver: Mallory Maddox, Leo

I already wrote my thoughts on this book out in a review post on my personal website’s blog, so I’ll just link you to that.

For prompts:

-Would love to see Leo and Mallory writing together. I love that they’re both lovers of writing. They’re soulmates. What would it take to get Leo to open up to “Mandy” about his love for writing?
-Anything post-canon about him attempting to drive her insane would be crazy
-Instead of leaving Ronan and saying Leo shouldn’t see her anymore, AU where she leaves Ronan and shows up to Leo for help like Leo showed up to his mom for help. (When we think he’s going to Mallory, and it ends up being his mom, but it’s framed like he means Mallory? Mmmm.) I want to see Mallory broken and crying in his lap lol.
-Yes Leo is gay but I think Mallory is a closeted transmasc, which I explain in the post… or if you don’t wanna do that, I think she as a woman is very obsessed with Leo because of her dissatisfaction with her life in a way that could very easily turn weirdly sexual. Maybe she masturbates about him a lot. And the joke is there. Like, it’s there, Leo pretends to be her boyfriend. If you wanna ship them, go ahead.
-”I’m sorry you were gang raped, Leo. To comfort you, I am going to rape you again (tenderly this time)”
-Leo reading Mallory’s books and annotating them

The Orange Eats Creeps - Grace Krilanovich: Narrator

This book makes No Sense. This book is an acquired taste. It is a stream of consciousness mess where you never know what's going on but it's all pretty and beautiful. I am mostly requesting it to spread the word about it and to hope I come across someone else who likes it, or who I can make like it >:) I have a page of my favorite excerpts here.

Prompts for this are hard, because of how uniquely the book is written. I feel like you can go heavy on experimental writing here. I'd love to know more about Kim. How the Narrator fares after the ending. What in the book is even real vs isn't. Stuff about Narrator and Kim and House Mom growing up. Poetry is totally cool. Get weird with it!

Hm, well that’s all I’ve got for now! Thank you for reading. I’m so excited for Yuletide